okay.
it's 1.45am in the morning.
and i'm starting to think.
why does everyone treat like some kinda of PUSH-OVER?
seriously.
just now while playing tennis.
jeff's mom was picking him up.
and i was learning how to do a surf.
so big deal.
i can't surf as well as jeff can.
but for a grown adult to laugh at me.
just cause i can't surf?
now what's that supposed to mean?
having parents who thinks that their own daughter is dumb.
and not capable of doing anything.
and always treating their own child as some kind of joke.
laughing at how low her scores are.
so, i REALLY want to be the 2nd last in class.
for what?
just to piss you all off?
as if i don't wanna top the class or anything.
well, of course i do.
who, in the right mind, doesn't want to?
and for my own parents to laugh at me.
now what's that supposed to mean?
just cause i'm not smart.
wow.
@#!%@#%$@#$!